Healing, unlearning, reflections, emotional truth, what life is teaching me now
A few weeks ago, at night.I turned on music and lay down on the mat, in my dad’s living room.It was over 30 degrees. I felt like a hot dumpling in a rice cooker. Not in a dramatic way, just in the quiet way grief shows up.No sobs, just breath.The tension from earlier in the […]
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Six months later, I’m building a website — and my hands are shaking after 8 hours of non-stop working. This was supposed to be freedom.So why am I exhausted again? My hands were shaking when I dropped the rice bowl into the dish, shattering it — and the dinner my mum made for me. Just
I quit to escape the computer Read More »
I Thought My Body Was Betraying Me at 47. Turns Out, I Was Just Using the Wrong Map. I watched a 40-something dancer move across the stage like he owned every inch of it—and it made me cry. Not because his technique was flawless. His body wasn’t the typical lean, hyper-flexible form you’d expect in
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A reel. A memory. A reckoning.What if the moment you froze as a child… is the exact reason your voice shakes today? Two weeks ago, I started playing with creative constraints—small rules to help me take action instead of spiral into overthinking. This week’s rule? Make three reels. Post it. No overthinking allowed. I’ve always
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